There’s something about your smile that I will never forget, but that curse is one I chose to bear. I would rather be tormented knowing that light in my life is gone than never have touched it at all. Even in these darkest of days when I have every reason to just give up and let it pour into me, it still carries me through. These memories that we hold are all we have left anymore, so it is important you keep the right ones close. This is why we fight for them even to the death, because they only live inside of us. I’m not ready to let your smile die yet, I’m not even sure I ever will be. Regardless it has taken me this far and I have no intention on giving up a good thing. A curse it may be, carrying you around inside of me like this. But it’s a curse that has kept me alive, and even in my worst battles I can remember your softness guiding my blows so they were true. When we were together, the world stopped and anything we wanted was at our finger tips, because all we wanted was each other. I still reach out for you in the night, and each time I’m crossed again by the loss and knowing the dream I was in is the closest I’ll ever be to you again. As long as I am here though, I’ll keep on dreaming and that last place you're still alive will be with me, safe… For now that’s good enough for me.
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